F*** im really stressed off now. I dun really want to use that word..ppl who noes me noe that i rarely uses it.  but seriously this time round is really f-ing bullshit. that is wat happened when you chose the wrong cca to join. i dunno is it uni ppl are like that, or when i go our to the workplace, ppl will also be like that. freaking pissed. all the irresponsible dudes, and you side them because they are your frens and den expect me tank everything cos im capable hardworking and responsible?!?! yes i do that becos it's my pride. i cant just throw everything back into ur face and say that i wanna quit. wat kind of management is that for being the most prestigious cca, and you being a leader leading me? do you even noe how to set a good example? you all got the post just becos you are popular. whrs the substance? F the system of elections. totally regretted to join this bullshit cca.

Had nvr been so pissed and stressed. i really need an avenue to release my stress and fury. i played table tennis so hard ystd, cos i really needed smth to tire out my mind and physical body. to forget all the stupid things that happened so far. do you noe how tiring is it to play 3.5 hrs of table tennis non-stop? i almost wanted to faint halfway. but i just needed that to get myself out of the screwed up mental state. and have some fun.

srsly, it's last warning.