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Sunday, January 30, 2011

LOL my 200th blog post :] hmmm CNY is coming soon!! and ya, since 'new year' is coming, shall do some self-evaluation here. actually is just the personality test that i did for CT session.

kk, first one: INTELLIGENCE TEST!
Top strength: logical and mathematical (quite expected)
no2 (got 2 same rank): body/kinesthetic and intrapersonal (hmmm need go search meaning on dict.com...wait ah..."occurring within the individual mind or self"...err so meaning??? :p)
no3: musical and Existential...meaning??? "pertaining to existence" so i am good at wat?? (anyway the third strength is like 0 mark de LOL)
Top weakness: linguistic/verbal ><"
no2: naturalist
no3: sparial/visual and interpersonal

next: PERSONAL BEHAVIOUR INDICATOR!!
I am totally an EAGLE lol. 15/19 points. followed by owl with 9 marks, dove with -1 and peacock -8...conclusion: my zi kua is not my real personality ok??? :P

PROCRASTINATION TEST LOL!!
1: to avoid discomfort (true, lazy and dislike troubles :P)
2: complacency (actually not quite cos normally i procrastinate eng stuff and i am super weak at it??)

Last one..the super long quiz to rank ur strength..crazy lah, 240 qn to rank 24 strengths...dun really like it cos the anaysis is not pertaining to you yourself de. kk let's see my strength and weaknesses :P
Top strength: Judgement, critical thinking and open-mindedness(not quite this)
no2: Honesty, authenticity and genuineness
no3: Citizenship, teamwork and loyalty
no4: Caution, prudence and discretion
no5: Industry, diligence and perserverance
Top weakness: Love of Learning LOL
no2: Spiritually, sense of purpose and faith
no3: Gratitude
no4: Capacity to love and be loved
no5: Appreciation of beauty and excellence

went to my bro's scholaship dinner ystd. spent 3 hours eating dinner...nvr eat a lot but feels damn full cos spent 3 hours eating..ppl talk talk den u listen listen. hmm my bro going australia liao..so need to buck up myself :]

Sunday, January 23, 2011

why is it always me? no room for argument? or i should say making my point? 我也知道大中小和小中大沒有分別, but cant i just correct u and tell u wat it shld be? why is it always me? why always pick on me? i know it's my fault for 'arguing back'. i shldnt have done that. but is saying wat i believe to be true forbidden? maybe i shld have just shut up and do watever u want me to do. but that had always been the case.
我真的很失敗。老媽不了解女兒是我的錯。她不知道我嘴巴上雖然那么說,但倒頭來還是會做。她不信任我。連我自己最引以為傲的能力都是廢的。總是這樣,不太親近的人可以毫無顧慮的把心事告訴我,然後變得更親近,但我總得不到較親的人的信人,結果就越來越遙遠。
i know i'm a failure. i failed as being a good daughter. i nvr help my mum. i have heck care attitude towards my parents. i only cared about my studies. i dunno wat i am borned for.
i can see how ugly i am when i cried, how ugly my heart was. i had promised to not cry anymore.
i hate breaking promises. i am damn evil. i am not nice at all. i am wearing a mask all along. i know i am not a nice person. i am greedy, i am selfish. pls now my true colours now.
i dunno how i can survive up till this day. there's nth for me to live for. if not for my pride, i dunno whr i would be. shld i be glad to have this pride within me that brought me this far?

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

sigh...i dunno if i am meddling too much with other ppl's matter. i care for them but i dunno wat i shld do. trying to my best to do wat seems right and to the right extent. tell me if i am doing too much, cos i noe some stuff, outsiders can make it worser. it may always be better for the parties involved to deal with it themselves. i would apologise if i really did something wrong, though i dun have evil intentions, but that's not an excuse also. just hope it is really not that case, and that i am actually helping?
:]

Monday, January 17, 2011

LOL quite random, but my bro got a scholarship to go australia to study!!! haha good job :]
oh and he wants me to help him advertise his website. err...contains articles. can use for GP. should be not bad :P
http://thethinkingfishtank.wordpress.com/
and woah..h3 starting tmr!!! hope will get to like it.
stupid swimming test tmr...bo liao lah...cant i just show my cert??

Sunday, January 16, 2011

from TIMES, abt the tucson shooting:
"When Dorwan Stoddard heard the explosions, he needed only a moment to realize it was gunfire. He told his wife Mavy to take cover under some folding chairs, then threw himself on top of her. His body absorbed the fatal shots. George Morris, a retired Marine who loves a robust political argument, tried to do the same for his wife Dorothy. He took two bullets, but not the one that killed her."
this is super touching i guess? nvr tot that this kind of thing happens in real life?
wonder if my mum and dad were in that same situation, wat will they do??

Have had 1 week of sch...tiring sia...not accustomed yet. woke up 3 days consecutively with a bloody headache. each day different side sia. weekend slp till shuang :p
got 2 new teachers. phy and gp. dunno how's life going to turn out :p cannot slack so much liao. need to be consistent. must improve GP and econs.
had open house on wed. ><" saw juniors..and juniors saw me in my make up.....lucky i alrd changed out of my costumes liao :p thinking that juniors are coming in next week...my bro coming in next week...sighh...sch becomes crowded again...peace......

Monday, January 10, 2011

FIRST DAY OF SCH!!!
2 TESTS!!
GG
ok lah..math still not bad...phy...totally tio owned.
phy tut still ans the new teacher's qn until so zai..then later he go mark my paper ~_~" damn cui lah! nvr attempt the last 10 qns??? if i can pass 50%, i really think i pro liao lah LOL
Lots of homework liao..cos holiday nvr finish all ><" CHIONG!! 2011 new yr, new start, new self!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

YAY!! I FINISHED MY I&I TODAY!!!!!!!!! 3 cheers!!! :]
hope sch starts soon...but wat's welcoming me are 2 lect test!!! wth??? phy and math test on THE FIRST DAY OF SCH!!! freak sia..i nvr touch phy at all this holz lah...confirm die....
New timetable out..thu and fri damn cool lah...but tues sux! and PE only 1 hour????? ><"
sigh...thinking that J1s coming in liao...wonder wat our seniors tot at this time last yr...juniors...my bro...and more chao gin nas LOL and A lvl!!! must work hard liao lah!!!

Monday, January 3, 2011

LOL :p Happy belated new year ppl!! spent the first second of 2011 with ocip ppl. paiseh that i pangseh s6z...but got sms yall ><" hope yall have fun too :]
Last day of 2010:
went to the airport in the morning to sent jiang yin off. come back soon!!! den suppose to go somerset meet ocip ppl de..in the end they go marina square..and since they still watching movie, me and shao go shop shop and walk walk from somerset to marina square! haha, spent 1.5 hrs walking lol. den later walk shao to mbs to meet her family. greeted them a early happy new year :] and lao ma ah..u really old liao lah.. walk with you there spent like 1 hr..i walk back 10 min nia leh... :p walking damn fun lah :] but later leg pain liao :p kk, then went all the way to pasir ris to sleepover at aunty rhino hse :] played the pig game...sian lah..i noe i wun be the first pig de lor..all becos of yingze's pro way of playing...niao me ttm ~_~" den shi kai tio level 5 pig and 12mn is coming soon..so..he got a forfeit :p
First day of 2011:
5!4!3!2!1! MERRY XMAS!!!
yea so counted down...den played halo on the mao pai xbox haha. first time playing ah...not bad sia..winner 25 kills and obviously janelle will win, but i 2nd with 22 kills sia..pro liao :p den played that pig game again....den went out to have supper at 2 plus am?? LOL joke lah. the famous bah chor mee... hahaha. den ppl saying dun wun slp liao...in the end still most of us end up slping ~_~" slept the most :p kk, den 8 am go out eat breakfast den cycle. going round and round around dunno whr..den ppl go pool..watching at the side as usual :p yea den decided to go home liao..but before that bballed :] damn tired.......slept from 9pm to 10 am the next day....
2nd day of 2011: slacked at home.....
3rd day of 2011 (aka today):
went for local CIP with OCIP ppl. was fun :] the children quite enthu so very fun. but really tired today...so went home slp while the rest go j8 watch movie. sigh...WHR'S MY DINNER???