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Monday, March 29, 2010

I need confirmation...
The feeling now is damn bad..
dunno how to describe, but i just don't like it
It feels sucky.
Like a thorn in my heart.
Hard to breathe, hard to live.
Wth is wrong with my life.
Peak is over.
time to start all over again...
Efforts have to be put in.
This is just....sucky.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Today's electone lesson was......
learning a new song called KILL BILL(a song from a R rated movie)...but before i can kill the bill, bill would have already killed my lah!
The pedal work is 變態!!! Is like the speed of the song is 136, and you have to step at least 5 pedals per bar, for like 30++ bars??? Is like crazy...can train calf muscles liao...
And don't think will be taking exam in June le...anyway, registration closes on 31 march, so...taking in Nov bah. Need to buck up on my impro skills
Took a FB quiz, quite 准...but, don't think will change anything...
What is your unreal personality?
You pretend to be a bad person but you are really not.
You put on masks, to pretend being someone else and to deny who you are. You're afraid to show your good side.

This post is posted on behalf of my brother:
"Tired of the relentless droning of your econs lecturer? Not getting the ideas in class? Have no fear! My brother is here! (not my idea...)"
Yes, my bro is going to teach tuition for econs.
He is previously from RJC, scoring all 'A's in his A levels (of course, this will include econs).
Here are the details for the tuition lesson:
Price - $40 for 1.5hr for a class of at least 2 ppl
OR
$45 for 1.5 hr for individual
* prefer to teach in groups, because group dynamics makes tutoring more efficient
Suggested venues: KAP Mac/HCJC benches/someone can donate his or her house/ my bro's house=my house...
Time: Weekends, Sat or Sun

What he will do for tuition:
1) Go through lecture notes
2) Go through tutorials
3) Answer questions
4) Near exam periods, he can go through past year papers
5) You can get his econs notes

[he's good lah, if not you think i can understand all the supply and demand stuff meh?? like only he explain liao then i noe lor. so you see, i understand the econs stuff that E****n O*g said is all because of my bro...and he say that he can at least guarantee a 'B' for ur test and exam!]

those who are interested can either leave a msg on my tagboard or tell me via sms or in sch...
pls indicate the time that you prefered.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

為了融入新環境,有點過于束縛自己。
那種壓迫感,讓我有點喘不過氣。
不喜歡被划分為比較聰明,因為我不會。
我只想當個快樂的普通人。
因為過于拘束自己,不想讓人覺得我想炫耀,我選擇沉默。
但是,這會讓我累計了四年的領袖才能慢慢消失...
也許這只是我單方面的想法...也許其他人并不會這么認為。
也許是我想太多了,只往壞的方面想。
可能我應該慢慢表達我的意見。
還是先看看情況再說吧。


我感受到有股奇怪及詭異的氛圍環繞我身邊...
有種預感,但還是選擇假裝不知道,也不想去知道。

Monday, March 22, 2010

This is our song for DoReMi...
《戀之星》
詞:洪韶婷 曲:黃煒恬

Verse 1
见你沉默着发现瞬间一切静止了
就在那一刻其他情感都是多余的
愿时间停着回忆似画永远不退色
用心记着所有与你的偶然不问值不值得

Verse 2
夜幕低垂着周围沉浸在夜的深色
星星闪烁着墨色天空如水般清澈
望着同一片星空哪一颗幸运星烙印深刻?
会不会是吸引我目光的同一颗?

Chorus
我数着天上繁星一颗颗不知到底怎么了
你像它们看似靠近却是最遥远的
我喜欢每次遇到你耳边奏起那轻快的歌
我恋上了偷偷想你的快乐

我数着天上繁星一颗颗终于明白怎么了
你像它们在我心里总是最耀眼的
我喜欢每回看见你世界亮起的缤纷颜色
我恋上了说不出口的快乐

Verse 3
见你微笑着就连眨眼都很舍不得
不知为什么别的情感都被省略了
愿时间停着回忆似画永远不退色
用心记着所有与你的巧合不问值不值得

Verse 4
夜幕低垂着周围沉浸在夜的深色
星星闪烁着墨色天空如水般清澈
望着同一片星空哪一颗幸运星烙印深刻?
会不会是吸引我目光的同一颗?

Chorus
我数着天上繁星一颗颗不知到底怎么了
你像它们看似靠近却是最遥远的
我喜欢每次遇到你耳边奏起那轻快的歌
我恋上了偷偷想你的快乐

我数着天上繁星一颗颗终于明白怎么了
你像它们在我心里总是最耀眼的
我喜欢每回看见你世界亮起的缤纷颜色
我恋上了说不出口的快乐

我喜欢每次遇到你耳边奏起那轻快的歌
我恋上了偷偷想你的快乐

今夜星光属于我的
我的心情谁懂得
我是情非得以地爱上你了

the bolded lines are the IMBA lines that i have edited!!!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

To Ms Van Dijk:
我會誠心為您祈禱。
請您要堅強地撐過去。

YAY!!! I got my new phone liao. Damn happy lah.
i waited for like almost 3/4 year for this phone. And the price dropped frm $418 to $88. Hoho! I got so much patient can. And all this while i have been enduring with my bro's (to me not user friendly) phone. I prefer sony ericsson can... loading music into the phone. damn zai lah, 8GB memory, better then my MP3 player lor.
Hmm, dunno wat i have been doing this holidays, like dint do much stuff leh. went to school almost everyday (except wed). So not productive can...sian
Monday have econs remedial, tues went to record DOReMi, wed nth, Thu mock comp and fri chem lesson and class outing..wat have i been doing sia??
Thu mock comp:
went to sch damn early for shao's sake. Ran 3 rounds around sch, 發現自己退步的挺厲害的。完蛋!must start training for NAPFA, if not will die! Juniors got improvents, better than last mock comp, but still, can be a lot more better. Zonals coming soon, must 多加把勁!
But actually, i shld be more concern about quiz team leh...這陣子忽略了他們 :P. but ask then to tell me when is mock quiz, so i can go back watch! haha
And yes, i say i will treat you drink one, so i will keep to my promise, but anyway, a big thank you to you! if you want, i can 補償 your NY tour next time. That is if you want lah. dun want also can..haha
Fri chem lesson & class outing:
Chem lesson is ok, still stink G***e C**a very nice. she's the nicest teacher we had can...sigh, hope to get more nice teachers. I like the food she prepared for us, esp the loackers (did i speel it correctly???) and like after chem lesson we can still chat for more than 30min...which teacher on earth will do that?? or maybe i shld say this: which teacher we had will do this (besides her)??
Class outing dint really go to plan, but still very happy lah.
Went eating at some place near paya lebar mrt station. split the class into KCF and pasta mania.
i was in the KFC gang, cos got budget sia...cannot spent to much liao...and we crap when we eat of course.
took bus to ECP. thought it will rain, so play bowl. den whole time during bowl no rain. after bowl want to walk back to play pool, den it rain. damn lucky can....中馬票都沒有這么准!
but i dint really play bowl and pool, cos on budget, and need to rush off after that. but thanks to those who offered me to play bowl :]
and yo! classmates, dont fall sick hor!!! sch reopening on mon liao, so 照顧自己!
went to nee soon east CCA for a CIP discussion. the ppl there very nice, and i will look forward to meeting them again, and joining them for CIP. But the before that, i think i will need to brush up on my guitar skills lor. the ppl there very pro one, and i am like a noobie there..
Need to pratice electone liao. the new teacher damn pro, so must 加油!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

YAY!!! Went to sch today to record our song for DoReMi!
Though this is not the first time we step into a recording studio, but still very excited and high about it :]
Met 2 seniors taking part of the competition...they are nice and funny ppl..good to noe them! And seriously, they damn funny!!! But also dunno how we got along quite well :] i like this kind of feeling :]
Oh, and abt our song...hmmm, is like, the key is a bit too low liao...everyone has a hard time singing it lah... suppose to let shao's friend amanda to help us sing one, den the recording turns out like, got ppl talking in the bg, so gg liao lor, need to record again, but amanda not free liao...
so me and shao sang and is like...CMI!!! but the recoding turns out quite ok leh...cos they say the programme will adjust the sounds a bit...lucky! But it was FUN!!!
Thx Sin Ying for helping us record :]
Oh ya, and the 2 seniors praise our song and lyrics! Dint really expect that, cos their also very nice too!! and we also exchange pointers :] it's a good experience :]
We recorded from like 11.30 to 2pm...super hungry liao. Went TNH to eat beef noodle...then bought 2 bags of roller coaster from NTUC and go back sch mug...
is like, 吃飽不到一個小時就把兩包薯片嗑掉, 超厲害的!
今天心情很好,也很喜歡今天的天氣!
希望每天都能像今天一樣...


我應該學會感謝他人。
今天外婆煮了好吃的粥給我們。媽媽要我們打電話向外婆道謝。我們從來都不會這樣做。
弟弟問媽媽原因,媽說:讓外婆高興一下。
如果我們小小的舉動可以讓別人高興,那何樂而不為?
我應該早點領悟這個道理,才不會來不及跟阿姨道謝。
這是我一生的遺憾。
真希望能讓你聽到我的感謝。
但一切都來不及了...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Not in a very good mood today.
My comp pangsei me!!!
Who in the right mind like to restart the computer for about 20 times before you can actually use it.
Furthermore, after you used it for less than 30 min, it blue screen you???
What really pissed me off is that I finally finishing typing the verse for the song, then haven't safe the comp blue screen liao... Is like, it's not easy to type that bloody verse out with all the correct counts of notes. then now, they are all GONE!!!
I think i have restarted my comp more than 50 times today liao...break record lah!
Hope this time it won't blue screen me so fast. Then i will use my comp till midnight before i will go and shut it down...
SUCKY!!!

YO! Strongly recommended by me: GO SEE MY BRO'S GF BLOG!!!! the post on thurs, 11 march, TOTALLY RULES!!!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

YAY!!! Watched Breakout yesterday!!! Damn nice lah!!!! Totally 值回票價!
富有創意的表演。雖然沒有媲美的背景,但很巧妙地運用了刀具和燈光來抓住觀眾的視覺神經。
Suppose to be a humorous story, but still have elements of friendship, brotherhood and love.
I especially like the ending. The music totally caught my attention. When people were admiring and applauding at the dances, I was like going to cry liao...the music, though it is damn suitable for dancing, is super sad(in my opinion). I super like that song...but don't think can find it anywhere.

Yes, and we celebrated Zoe's super belated Birthday today. Damn proud of the brownie cake that i made. 超有創意、超美的!I have enjoyed myself today, hope you all do!
To Zoe: hope you don't mind that we always have to celebrate ur birthday so late... Oh, and special thanks to shao for landing her hse and helping me bake the brownie!

Need to pack my room liao...if not 老媽會碎碎念!
And i need to get a new bottle..................................

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Finally! I finished writing the melody for our new song! HOHO!!!
But it somehow sounds like some korean drama song rather than a pop song. But nvm, it doesn't matter :] I like can liao..haha.
But writing out the score is a super tedious job...need to find our the counts of each note and draw...quite sucky...
GP test is over! *sigh or relief* But still, when the result is out, I will feel like dying.
能及格簡直是個不可能的奇跡。雖然知道這點,但還是希望會及格。有誰想失敗呢?
JC老師大多CMI,只能靠自己。
求人不如求己!
要有信念。明天會更好!(有點自欺欺人...)
ooh...added my bro's GF blog link...cos he quite lonely under the family part. haha

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Kena bitten by mosquitoes (from MacRitchie and my hse)...damn itchy lah!! distracting me...
Got 6 bites liao lor...and there is this mosquito keep flying in my room..
Sigh, if shao is here, she will attract all the mosquitoes for me..haha. She's the natural mosquito attractant=mosquito repellent for me!!!
Today is free day..need to make use of time to study liao. Must have discipline!!!
But haha, i'm still like blogging here...
Problem...午餐怎么辦呢?

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Getting busier and busier!!!
Tmr has math lect test...hope to be less careless!
Need to rush out melody for doremi...沒有靈感!!!完蛋。
And need to start reading my GP textbook le...(which is newspapers!!) I think i haven't really read a copy of newspaper properly for my whole life. TORTURE!!!
需要趕快培養習慣,不然會死的很慘!