Not long after I got on my bed, I heard this ominous loud bang that broke the silence in the middle of the night. At first I thought the sound came from the constuction site just opposite my house, perhaps smth heavy fell from a height. but I was feeling uneasy. I looked out of my window and saw the security guards outside looking at the road. It must have been a car accident, I thought. having been a first aider from sjab, I just couldn't sit still(lie still) and do nth. The thought of guilt just filled my head if I just cont to stay in bed and pretend nth had happened.
So I quickly changed wore a jacket and went out to check the situation. I could see a badly deformed car 'embedded' in a lamp post. I felt relieved when I didn't see anyone lying on the road. as I walk nearer, I could see a guy squating beside the car on the pavement. as I was abt to appraoch him, a passer by asked him if he were the driver and whether he was ok. He answered yes to both qns. I guess he was ok as I dun see injuries, so I headed back home.
On my way back, I saw ppl in my estate taking photo. some even had smiles on them. I was really puzzled. why are they behaving like this? its ok if they dun help, but why a smile? wats wrong with our society? A few min after I was home, I could hear the sirens from the police car. I was really relieved by then. I guess the driver was taken away before it started to rain.
The incident was over, but I was reflecting abt my actions. maybe I shld have stayed thr until relevant authorities arrived. I shld have also checked if they were called, becos I just assumed they were, since it was quite a while ltr after the accident when I arrived. I guess I wasn't really fulfilling my duties. although the driver is in safe hands now, I think I could have done more so that I could be assured of his safety.
Nevertheless, I suspect that the driver drank before he drived. but I guess I shldnt pass any judgement since I wasn't sure abt the exact situation. it was all from my deduction as I observed the scene. (Detective conan fan here)
Yea, but anyway, I guess singaporeans are still morally better than some of the ppl in *****. Despite having ppl just watching *the show*, at least there are ppl who offered help. I could see a man calling for the police or ambulance when I looked out of my window. conversely, the recent news abt a 3 yr old girl being hit by a van in some part in ***** revealed the ugly side of some ppl. 18 passerbys walked pass the little victim who was lying in a pool of blood without any reactions. It was the 19 th passerby (a garbage collector) who moved her to the side of the road, after the girl was ran over twice. So..a life is treated like garbage? when u litter, hardly any passerby will help u pick it up and throw it in the rubbish been, except the road sweeper. isn't it the se case here then?

Monday, October 17, 2011

Independence
Self-sustainability

pls grant them to me asap..

# posted by JwwT at 8:50 PM

Monday, October 10, 2011

Time flies.
Not long ago, it was prelim period.
Now, the review of papers are done.
We are only left with approximately 1 month to the start and 2 months to the end of the annoying war.

Prelims totally screwed. If not for moderations, i will die like never before.
GP is still quite hopeless. Econs is not any better.

I know I have to work hard. It's the last lap alrd.
But im really sick of studying. I abhhor it.

For once I really felt motivated to improve my GP, so i accepted to have 2 tuitions willingly.
But i really dun like GP. I can understand how people feel when they really cant make it for other subjects like math. It is just annoying right? D****t.

# posted by JwwT at 10:49 PM