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Tuesday, October 29, 2013

just when you are not in a good mood, then everything starts turning against you.
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Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Had a horrible weekend last wk :( sry if this sounds so colloquial and maybe dun make sense somehow, but just feel like ranting
Saturday
It was all fine, just that our hse washing machine is not working right, and my mum and bro was trying to fix it but to no avail.so mum decided to buy a new one i guess. but bro had to make a trip down to grandma hse to wash his army clothes. i was out for my music lesson. called back home to ask if they want me to buy stuff on my way back, and my mum say my bro isnt in a very good mood. so fine, as a nice sis i decided to buy some food/snacks for my bro.
got a call from my dad at night, saying that our meet up is changed from noon to night, cos my bro objected to meeting for lunch. i was quite angry at first, cos my bro alrd said ok when i asked him previously, but he changed it with my dad without informing me. but i just dun feel like arguing with him since he is in a bad mood, so i just said ok. though it was like totally not convenient for me, as i have to travel to and fro to the same place twice.
Sunday
woke up but not in a very good mood. but still, went for tuition, and mood became better cos i was doing phy haha. bought lunch back for my mum, since she was sick for the week. tried studying before going for my dinner date with my dad, but had a headache, and was feeling tired. so not in a very good mood again. and my bro went out for his date, without telling me wat time he wanna meet with my dad. called him, he nvr ans. really damn irritating. everytime dun pick up. so wats the point of giving u a new phone? wats the point of signing up a plan for u? sms also dun reply. really sickening. so my mood just got worse and worse. in the end i decided to ignore him and meet my dad. after meeting my dad.
then when i was going out, my mum wasnt like very happy, and say why i must accommodate my dad to go his place to eat and why not he come over. why this kind of thing also want argue? he old alrd so i dun make him travel lah. and if he come, then he will want to finish everything up in 45 min so that he can take advantage of the trf fare. yes he is that petty and jin jin ji jiao. but thats the way of his life lah. i also bo bian. and he just want us to visit him, go his place and see hows he is doing. so i was quite pissed, since i was alrd in a bad mood. and i said, if is not for yall i dun have to do this shit, visit here visit there, every wk must do this. and u were the one who say u wun forbid us to visit him, but every single time i arrange a meet up and tell my bro, u were just so sarcastic and unhappy abt it? u think i like to do this? and why is it everytime im the one responsible for this? and u are just not happy with me becos im talking to him. but everytime u want me to be the one to relate msg to him. u think i like doing this? wts lah. anw, i was saying smth along the line that if it's not them i dun have to travel here and thr for this and u wun be angry. but i cut myself up and not wanting to talk further more on this, cos i cant really blame them as to why they ended up like that. so i just left.
and arnd 7 plus, my bro finally smsed me. and i call him back. but he nvr ans again. wats ur freaking prob man? i alrd agree on meeting for dinner and now u just like that lah. u think u king ah. k so finally had dinner. and bought dinner back for my mum, though it was kinda late alrd. everything was fine when we got back home. i was preparing to go back to hall alrd. then my mum asked my bro to help extract some stuff from a disc. but since my comp was still on, so i decided to try first. but cant do it, so asked my bro, and i went to bathe. but apparently, my mum dint give a clear instruction to my bro, and my bro was not having a good attitude when he tried to clarify things, so out of the blue my mum just exploded. so i tried to be nice, after understanding wat she wants, i told her she can do it in a way that ive taught her before, went thru the steps. but dunno why she just dint like it, or feel that i was trying to imply that i-have-taught-her-how-but-she-forgot-so-i-was-blaming-her, and exploded at me. so fine, i just diam and dun argue, and just prepare and went out. since i was going back hall anw. but i was just trying to escape the disaster that might be happening. when i was leaving she was still scolding my bro.
i feel bad too? like cos she was sick for a week alrd, but still have to handle a lot of stuff, like the clearing cos of the upgrading, settling the washing machine and wat so ever. i did help. i did. but yes i agree she did most of the stuff. but u cant just say we dint do our part. i mean not say, but the way u say that u were doing everything makes me think that we dint do our part? is just, when i made time to help u, u were watching ur videos, then when i need to go back to my hall, u start to do the last min work and than say i nvr help. it's ridiculous. and for the CD prob, i was at home the whole afternoon, but u nvr ask me to do it and was watching ur drama. ok maybe u intended for bro to do it for u. but why did u have to explode on me as well when i was just suggesting a plausible method.

k. thats abt all to my zao yu.
anw recess wk was like usual. aka proj wk. acc ppt, IT proj. IT proj really last warning. but finally handed in the report on mon and it felt so good. but still got a second part to it...tarded.
met with one of our NAAT sponsors to talk abt some collaboration stuff. that guy srsly...was a little....dunno how to describe..(sry i havent improve much on my vocab)...arrogant?? but our pres there really makes things harder to discuss...cos he is the super conservative and law by law person. totally diff personality from the sponsor guy. sighhh..i mean our pres is a nice person, but sometimes it is really hard to work with him.

gotta study for my tax quiz~