Staying at home trying to be a guai kia these few days. so that i can go out without guilt and that i can do some homework. wah sian...gp really sucks lah! cant concentrate properly. spent dunno how many hours reading one article. the words really damn small... my eyes really go >< GAH! AQ SUCKS! shall skip AQs and do other stuff ~_~"
Got the urge to go back to ECP again.. shall quickly do my work!! at least finish InI so that i can go out without worries. sigh...stop procrastinating..sheesh!
sigh...ppl emoing nowadays. some ppl emo, like to talk to frens abt it; some ppl emo like to post poems on fb. seriously lol...i dunno wat's happening to my bro sia...his posts..trying to be a poet or wat? dunno whether is it really joking or not leh...think he really abt siao siao liao. hmmmmmm.......... and then he now say he emoing over his new haircut ><" is it my fault??? die..............but my mum say nice leh....but i really think it looks like coconut tree mah....jiu..k lah, maybe really grow longer liao will look better? oops! sigh...i emo..just wanna be by myself...jiu..dun want let ppl noe, cos no pt also. 自己難過就好了，告訴別人不但沒幫助，有害別人不開心。就自己熬過吧。
i hope that sch reopen soon. i really want to go to sch. i dun wanna stay at home anymore. bet i have mentioned b4. i hate long holidays cos i have to stay at home. and that my mum complains that i holiday keep going out...doesnt she realise why i kept going out?? cos i dun wanna stay at home?! and why dun i wanna stay at home??
我不想因為家而再流眼淚。我發誓這是最後一次。我不會再讓家務事再影響我的情緒。我決定以鐵石的心來面對我的家。 才剛睡醒，卻又累了。
i will be determined to finish my work asap, so that i can wish that sch starts asap.
yo ppl! MERRY BELATED XMAS!!! It was belated cos i dun have access to comp the past 2 days since i was at my family chalet :p yea, and my arms and shoulders and back and neck are aching now, which i dun even noe why??? shouldnt it be my legs that are aching since i ran and cycled??
Xmas eve: reported to the chalet, settled everything. start setting fire and then BBQ!! yea, most of the time i was pekanging the food, since i started the fire, so i also cooked so that everyone can just sit down and eat. den as the night passed, more and more relatives came. den need cook more food, but the charcoal almost dying liao. so i added more. seriously, i really damn zai lah...only add new charcoal, den fan fan fan, den wah! can start a big fire sia. seriously, damn zai! amazed by myself LOL. ya, so new fire, can cook more! den got ppl want take over my job liao..so nth do...eat so full jiu go beach walk walk myself le. nvr tried walking on beach at night b4. cannot really see anything, but can see a line of lights across the sea. hear the waves, feel the waves, feel the sands between ur toes. shuang! sigh...but co sof this walk walk i missed the durian cake T.T nvr wait for me!!! k, den ppl start to zao liao cos damn late le. den me and my bro wanna dry swim leh...but no ppl want swim with us, so got 2 noobs to play with us...taught them while playing....seriously...1 game 1 hour..i want to die lah! so decided to change to poker cards..but they also dunno how play..wah sianzzzzzzz ttm!!! so decided to go back slp...alone...my bro still playing with them...it was 1 am then...
Xmas: set my alarm at 5.30. and my bro and cousin came back at that time to slp..imba..6am..went out to beach again to walk walk and wanted to see sunrise de. but the 太陽公公賴床也賴得太厲害了吧? waited for 1 hour still nvr see...then suddenly the sky brightens....~_~"it was quite hazy lah...and think i faced the wrong direction also ><" k, just wasted 1 hour of my time in the morning ~_~" when i could have slept more...k, then time for some morning exercise. ran for arnd 30 min and maybe abt 4 km. the weather was really nice :] love the run lah! nice scenery..the scenery is like changing so wont feel sian when running. den had a long walk back, since i ran 4km....and finally think time i get to go to the end of bedok jetty. is like everytime go with squadmates also only go the first part to take photo only...and seriously, a lot of ppl fishing there LOL. oh, and the beach, got a lot of campers there. the beach is like full of tents! oh ya, forgot to say. fyi, i was at ecp... yea, then walk super long...then went subway eat breakfast..wah seriously...so healthy sia...cos eat too much junk food at BBQ le. k, then in the afternoon i had lesson with my uncle. he giving this workshop on the 7 habits of effetive ppl..6 hours!!! and yay finally over le! they played baseball while i go cycle alone :P the weather was really nice cos it just rained :] went back for dinner den go out cycle again..with my bro and some other gin nas... then it was 9pm. 腳很酸...kk, den went back played mahjong with my grandma.. the 3 of us totally tio owned by her ><" first round win 滿台, last round win 滿台... so all the earnings we got in btw totally got sucked back by her le... lucky got win one 清一色..if not really 輸到脫褲子.. and my bro really damn suay....one won one game...a very small one...so he lose like siao! kk, finish playing whole round by 1130..better then ystd lah!! 1 hour 1 game ~_~" kk time to go home...damn tired le. slept till 12 today! need to do work!!!!!!!!!!!!! but first, conan :p
YO! had our sqaud's xmas celebration last thurs :] so much food and we cant finish all!!! and yea! we sucessfully set up the fire after abt 1 hour!! damn pro lah! nice big fire and all white charcoal!! cook, talk, eat...all the unhealthy food :p while my family go eat 大餐 to celebrate my bro's bday...
ok...so after my bro's joke...2 days later was his bday. and yea, cos i not there to eat the 大餐 with him, i contributed his bday cake. the cake i design one leh...damn pro lah..think my i can draw lah...looks somehow like him LOL :p
OCIP outing was fun! finally get to attend one full outing lah...first time get to climb onto rooftop..of course not to commit suicide...not so bo liao as my bro LOL. table tennis was fun as usual. won a game and got someone forfeited :p hehe...damn evil lah... den murderer. first time playing murderer..nvr like poaying it de, but the squeezing one was not too bad. killed everyone when i was the murderer!!! first time murderer can kill everyone sia, talent lah!
SAT results out liao...damn sucky lah! my english seriously CMI!!!! freaking sucky!!! nvr pass 2k leh..siao liao...math full marks. lucky got full marks lah..if not really damn cui...reading sucks! wah, but my essay got 7/12 sia...surprise lol. that crappy essay...
Met up with zoe, hazel and wendy!!! did our usual stuff...watch tv, talk, eat steamboat except this time got no wine....dont have to do anything special...just have to enjoy the company :]
Sigh....seriously need to chiong work liao lah.. how many work do i have left??? how many days do i have left??? 18 days for all GP work, math revision 5 chpts, phy tys, revise chem and econs!!! die liao lah!!!!!!!!!!
LOL!! Joke of the day!!! A mum needs to use facebook to communicate with her son????
Back from fuzhou for 1 day le..went cca today...think i damn pro lah....came back just ystd the next day jiu so hiong go cca sia..not bad :p 失眠 last night...still need wake up so early for cca..i feel the need to go cca cos seriously..miss a lot liao...today learnt everything lah...damn pro liao lah...can learn everything in one day...though not very shou lian yet...need to practice more!
LOL...the weather feels so fake to me now...lol cos the weather too nice liao...沒有寒風刺骨..所以感覺好假。空氣也太好了！好不習慣喔！ :]
YAY!!! SQUAD XMAS PARTY TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :] BBQ!!!! :] pray for nice weather!! :]
yo ppl, i'm back from fuzhou. not in a very good mood now. plus some more, i got a headache now. wts...
kk, the fuzhou trip wasn't a very pleasant one as compared to my sec 3 and 4 eoy trip and ocip. furthermore, came back and check my email......and....dint get very good news. yeah, my appeal failed...yeah, jiu i learnt my lesson. because i dint work hard enough, i dint get wat i wanted most. this is the first time that cos of my results, i cant get wat i wanted, k, maybe not the first, but yeah....就很恨自己。都是自己惹的禍，能怪誰能？不能怨天憂人，只能怪自己當初為何臨時抱佛腳，沒有發奮？難過是當然的。恢複後再整裝出發吧....嗨....也只能這樣自我安慰了。
福州之旅，有點後悔參加了。每天猶如度日如年，好辛苦，好希望時間能快點過，趕緊回來。終于回來了!!! 第一，那裏的天氣真的讓我受不了。太冷了。再來，那裏的空氣實在是太差了。ppl smoke here smoke there, smoke anywhere and everywhere! WTS!!! even in airconditioned, wrong, they dont need aicon...even in enclosed areas also smoke! wth lah...seriously, i go there 壽命至少減少二十！我忍得好辛苦 T.T 最後，那裏天氣好干，嘴唇和臉皮都破了><" sigh....至少自己的家鄉去過一次...也幸好沒生病。差一點就病倒了。要生病也回來生比較好。（shit! 頭更痛了！）
去武夷山的那三天，因為是在山上，氣溫更低。第二天晚上還在露天的地方看表演...冷到不行。不知道是幾度，但講話都會冒煙。而且聽說晚上凌晨時氣溫會降到0度...就是有那么地冷。那三天也將近爬了應該有2000級階梯吧？siao liao....
總而言之，很高興回到新加坡，呼吸新鮮空氣！
and...i really cant stand my mum le.seriously,she's pissing me off...write here cos my bro's gf got read my blog de..sigh..wth..total regrets...
SIANZZZ...wth....tio owned lah! 明天要出國了還來 attitude 我... ~_~"Say out go out everyday ever since i came back...whr got lor??? At least i dint ystd?!?! freak lah...1 dec i only morning go help my dad do stuff and go sch accept H3 nia, 2 dec go sch record song...not say come back very late wat...3 dec so 乖 stay at home but she out whole day so nvr see...nvr see doesnt mean dont have ok?? Today go take SAT mah....OCIP outing also nvr stay long, only eat lunch nia...lucky left early lah, got 先見之明, if not really tio owned lah! sigh...............why like that de??? tmr still going overseas with her..must she destroy my mood like that??? 早知道就不去了.........think she pms-ing sia..mood swimg damn serious...
>kk, change mood liao...if not really will die ><" kk, think i should blog more abt the trip to vietnam on a day by day basis when my memory is still sort of fresh in case i forget. memories sia, must keep! the previous post is only general reflection
kk, Day 1:
tio owned by my mum...yet again LOL...sianz lah...always go overseas must owned me isit??? 不送機就算了，出門前還要....nvm...kk, went airport with shao, ate brunch at crystal jade..late for 20 min :p nvm, since the teachers also havent check in :p ppl who are suppose to be here to 送機放飛機 LOL den bought shirts at giordano in the airport. was surprise when i paid money cos the amt paid was lesser than wat i have expected..den realised airport no GST! joke! kk, reached vietnam, met the vietnamese and korean volunteers, wrote song on our way to hotel. Checked in hotel, unpack stuff, eat dinner. dinner was quite a joke LOL. nice carrot right??? :p den debrief and time for lalaland :]
Day 2-6:
Wake up, eat breakfast, prepare to go to the sch. Sat on the lorry with funny misoc for their horns. nice scenery on the way :] teaching+education+construction. first 2 days pluck weeds for constructions...拔了那么就，眼前還是綠油油的...sick of green sia LOL and ants crawling up our bodies and biting us. initially we screamed or shout, but later got used le so just say 'ouch ouch'.next few days construction is croncretising the ground so...hard labour! Den last few days dig holes. dig holes damn shuang lah, can 發泄！心情不好時就拼命工作，讓自己沒有時間去想別的東西。kk, after abt 2 hours of 苦工 is lunch time!! normally will finish lunch by 1230, so can slack until 1330 den go back work. so we will slack there, talk crap, joke, and play games like murderer or some games the children there teach. after lunch back to 苦工 and den dinner. den back to hotel...debrief...slp! one event to rmb will be the breaking of the water pipe! damn joke sia. thx to burden king S****l C**a LOL
oh, and another one, ehh...dunno which day, talking abt all the detective games de. i 1 girl go crash a room full of guys..joke! later then got other girls come join LOL. Then change venue to play cards at lk and oswald room with shu ren, laura, fishball :p played asshole daidi...and i was king for very long ok?! yea, lights out suppose to be at 11pm de, den decided to change to play bridge at that time..havent start one game teacher come ji siao...LOL joke sia hmmm.....
Day 7:
not much stuff left to do...prepared for performance for the sch. the koreans performance really damn funny, esp JIN!!!! LOL our performance though screwed up a bit, but still, a wonderful job done!
Day 8:
Mekong delta tour...coconut candy, honey, fruits. Rmb at the honey station i tried to drink their rice wine and 藥酒 LOL not very nice though :p den they got this ginger thing... ><" so challenged jung hoon oppa in a game of dunno wat it is called. and yay! i won so he had to eat that :p
Den checked in hotel...the hotel was so much nicer lah!!! kk, den water puppet show. dunno wat they doing but was amazed :] dinner ate pho bo. play that dunno wat it is called game again and the loser lin kai had to propose to mr liw!
Day 9:
cuchi tunnel. viet cong will nvr die! that is wat the guy kept saying lol. the tunnel really...quite small. duck walked all the way, can train leg muscles sia. den lunch...played the marry, shag and shoot game LOL den the war museum. and wei cher trying to pluck out his sole there. Joke! kk, den go ymca for cultural night. ppl dancing while waiting for ceremony to start. yea, last day seeing all the other volunteers. back to hotel. sang lots of song on the way back :] as a group!! nice feeling :] team spirits! team bonding!
Day 10:
shopping!!! ya, just shopping lor..say b4 liao. den go airport, reach singapore, say bye bye~ Yea, and this time finnaly can help my bro by alcohol liao. thx xin xin :] called home nobody ans...no one at home. good one.. walk walk at airport. amazed by the gallery. talk to random ppl there lol. joke! yea den eat dinner then go home.
yep, that's all i believed.
yea, so ppl, i will be away from tmr till 14 dec! going china!
YO! Back from vietnam for a few days le! Too lazy to blog though :p
Kk...let's see....OCIP vietnam was a fun and memorable experience with a group of nice ppl :] We are just like one big family, everyone having fun tgt, been through hardships tgt, ki siao tgt :] no barriers..like u are teacher i am student, u are vietnamese she is korean i am singaporean. We are just a group of nice ppl serving the community :] Though there may be times where we complain, had arguments, the fun times still far outweighs the negative parts. And we just forgive and forget.
Construction was fun, though tiring. Learnt a lot of new stuff. Was totally amazed by the constuctions workers. Seeing how they make magnificent stuff using simple tools. Damn cool lah! Constuction was a good workout, and good to fa xie :p
Education...jiu hai hao...not much gan xiang. Dunno wat i have been doing LOL...sian lah..not very close to the children leh...think they scared of me also :(
RnR...site seeing...ok lah...not bad, quite fun. Crashing ppl's room, play cards, play detective games, kena chase out by teachers...hahahah And pls...is daidi KING ok?? Got a new aunty!!! FEATURING AUNTY RHINO!!!! Cant stop laughing like him lah....'juusssttt'
Shopping! Bought a pair of jeans and traditional vietnam costumes and a lot of other stuff! LOL joke haha. Finished all my dongs. Brilliant spending on brilliant stuff by brilliant ppl :]
K, jiu zhe yang! lazy liao :p
