I was damn suay this wk..kena food poisoning in my busiest wk!! wts right?

i had food poisoning on tues. i had no choice but to visit the doctor. cos i dun dare to eat anything after i vomited and diarrhea as i scared that i will vomit more. bo bian. den i got an MC cos i was really damn sick and got a fever.

when i went back to sch on wed for my accounting test, ppl were like saying, wahh pon sch to mug ah? i really nvr. i seriously hope ppl wun judge me. i mean for the test i did quite well, but not becos of that reason. in fact i had much lesser time to study for it cos i spend most of my time slping. i think i spent less than 3 hr to study for it.

and i really is bo bian one can. those who noe me noe that i dun like to see doctor. i always self medicate. just that food poisoning...i dun have the medication with me..and i will starve to death if i dun visit the doctor cos i dun dare ingest anything. and cos the doctor only gave me MC on tues, i still die die have to go for the acc quiz. sighh...i just hope ppl wun think i that im that kind of person who will pon sch to study for test. wat's the point lor. lessons are more impt that the stupid 5% quiz pls. so much that i have to catch up now cos i missed so many lessons cos of the stupid food i ate in sch.

ya...but how ppl wanna judge i also cannot say anything lah. just hope that false rumours wun spread abt me.

but anyway, cos of the food poisoning, i realised that my younger bro is actually quite nice. i think he mature alrd lah. tues after ive seen the doctor, i took a taxi home. totally felt like dying. called my mum but her phone is offed. so i sms her to ask her help me buy porridge for dinner. den i scared her phone no batt or wat..so i sms my bro to tell my mum that if my mum call him in any case. den i went to slp. he actually came back home and cooked porridge for me! haha just plain porridge. but good enuf for me at that time :) haha maybe cos he likes to cook also lah. but the fact that he specially came back just to cook for me, i appreciates that.

and my relationship with my family individual members seemed to have gotten better ever since i went uni. i like it. a lot. for so long ive wanted some family love. in the past i was really too independent and no one actually cares abt wat i do, whr i go. i like that freedom, but it also means i sacrificed smth else for that freedom. but i like the equilibrium now. maybe can have more family care bah :)

though the family may be splitting soon, i just hope that we can still be thr for each other when we need them.