i miss my past very much now. like all the crazy and fun stuff i did.
when all is pure and innocent, just having pure fun. the laughter i had with no burdens.
now, i just want to start everything anew. just imagining myself to be like sun wu kong, just pop out of nowhere from a stone.
the yoke that i couldnt carry anymore, i will have to put it down, even if i will have to regret in the future.