Recess week is ending real soon. After all the realisation of ppl in uni, i kinda not feel like going back sch again..to face those ppl.
somehow, i need to find a group of ppl of the same frequency with me. im trying hard, meeting more and more ppl, trying to find just that grp. but in the mean time, found myself stuck in grps that i dont wish to entertain any more. it's tiring, not fulfilling to talk to those ppl.
i was totally looking forward to uni life during that long break after As. but now, i just hope that i can get pass through it and just come out work. but, i guess the situation may be the same in the working environment? hope not. anyway..uni life is just stressful. sighh. i just hope i wun end up like my bro. seriously. hope that i will not snap and go crazy. i was even thinking of making a will now, in case any unforseen circumstances happened. haha i think i really siao liao.
wishing to go back in time. back to my childhood. hoping that my life in the future wun turn out the way it is now. myself, my family, and school. hoping that everything can change. to the way i want it to be.
to end on a happier note, i shall share my recent craze over lee min ho!! OMG HE'S SERIOUSLY DAMN SHUAI AND COOL!! from city hunter to faith..wahh he's character seriously makes me wanna be the nv zhu jiao hahaha. chiong finish 16 eps of faith..now need to wait for the next ep :( sighh faster come out leh! lolol.