Time to wake up. I have screwed up my life. Wrong decisions made, wrong choice chosen, wrong actions done. I regretted. 明知前面有個火坑，難道還那么傻，去飛蛾撲火、玩火自焚嗎？
就是有那么笨！
希望能讓時間倒流，回到最初的平反。但這是不可能的。那只好希望時間快快飛逝而過，讓我早點逃離這一切的不可理喻。 明明對這類事情反應慢半拍，卻什么都知道。不該知道的通通知道，想知道的卻得不到答案。被卷在這莫名的旋渦裏，好難呼吸，快要窒息了。

I dunno why i have become more feeling and thinking. It sux. Why have I changed? This is not me. And I hate it. Hate the way it brings the unwelcomed joy and unwanted sadness. Can't really ignore things now. 要在乎別人的感受，在乎自己的感受...不能在狠心一點、心狠手辣一點嗎？
但總把別人擺在第一位，只好忽略自己的感覺。
Congratulations JWWT!! You have just screwed up your life. Here's ur certificate.