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realised i've blogges a lot lesser now. reasons are:

1) i've tried to make my life happier, less emo moments to write on using my imba chinese
2) even when im feeling down, i've learnt to open my heart up and talk to people instead of emoing alone on my blog. perhaps this is a good transformation, ever since i started uni
3) too lazy...really lazy...to reflect, which is really bad.
4) presence of social media - facebook - which allows me to post photos and random stuff for people to see. this is more efficient than uploading photos on the blog

to sum up, i guess i will stop this blog, but still leaving the contents intact. maybe in very rare circumstances i may still blog here ^^

so those who want to know what's happening to me, talk to me!!!

# posted by JwwT at 9:17 PM

Finally recovered from my flu and cough...suffered for a week! Time to catch up from my already lagging studies.
Sigh..got a C+ for my 25% quiz. super terrible. jia lat max. gotta chiong hard for the proj and class part alrd. no exam to MC it anw. and dun feel like taking this shitty mod again too. so tired and hungry after the proj mtg. suffering from indigestion now cos i gobbled down my dinner too fast. BU SHU FU!!!!!!!!!
Exams are coming~~~~and den............NO FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!! starting internship right after exam T.T
WHY MY EXAM ENDS ON THE VERY VERY LAST DAY?!?!?!

more complains:
bought this cai fan in hall 2 canteen. only one meat (fried pork) and one veg (long beans with some shrimps). guess how much was it?? $3.80!!! wts? really horrible and terrible sia. a reasonable breakdown of the price shld be just
1) rice - 50-70cents
2) meat - 80 cents to $1.20
3) veg - 50-70cents
4) da bao - 20 cents
why does it cost so much then? just becos of the few little frozen shrimps that u can buy from NTUC?? wah...last warning. that time buy their steam egg also. just becos there are some (really really pity portions of) minced meat they charge it at the meat price. too much sia. angst!!

# posted by JwwT at 8:52 PM

Finally done with all my ethics assignment. Half dead.

Ok, so how to become a good person?

1) try not to get angry so easily
2) even if i do get angry, try no to show it, try not to piss the person back and try not to bear grudge for so long
3) stop procrastinatin!!

k, time to study for my mid terms test tmr. wow. gg.

# posted by JwwT at 8:07 PM

Finally, this year's resolution.
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*drum rolls*
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"To be a good person."

Really.

*but first, let me finish my ethics assignment.

# posted by JwwT at 4:41 PM

你要我忘记他一年前對我做過的事？不可能。
没有一句對不起，休想。
你們根本不知道那時對我造成多大的傷害。
一個仗着是大哥，无理取有闹，大声用粗話骂我。
一個仗着是老媽，想要劝合，但又重男轻女，以在我面前傷害自己來威嗋我放弃。
你們害我大年初一那麼难過，一個人跑回宿舍，也一點关心也没有。我怎麼能忘脫记？
我会证明我的性格也是可以過得很好。你們不要自以為是。我懂得待人处事的道理。就只是對於他，我就是故意的。怎样？我会変成这样也是你們多年來對我的傷害造成的。已经傷痕累累的心，再不懂得保护自己，是要我死嗎？
他随便说说他会教训欺负我的人。你以為我会那麼容易被收買感動嗎？他，就是欺负我又不道歉的人！

# posted by JwwT at 10:39 AM

i've been working in a small retail firm since exam ended.

work there had been crazy. everyday i reach home feeling super duper tired. it is really no joke.
partly because of the peak season, and not enough manpower, and everyone just have to tank everything, from back end to front end.

i really admire that full time staff there. she was really imba. i tot my multitask ability was alrd quite imba, but when i worked there, i was just so stressed with the overwhelming tasks that needs to be done simultaneously. but she was much calmer than me, though she got a bad temper and scolds vulgarities some times.

i have learnt a lot so far, really an eye opener. to see how a biz actually works, instead of studying all those theories and models in textbooks and notes.

i have learn that no matter how great your plans are for your own biz, things can just still cock up because of external parties like cust, suppliers, couriers, and internal like employees. once things cock up, the whole chain is affected. conducting a biz is really not as simple as i tot.

but still, i think the company that im working for now really has a lot a lot to improve. its systems, are not sync, not comprehensive, not accurate. there is lack of manpower. there is no clear job scope - everyone just does everything and every single thing. inventory is in a mess. staff are unhappy, really affects the job. the boss somehow...some times shows black face, tgt with the lady boss.

i am just............tired~~~~~~~~

# posted by JwwT at 10:26 PM

連第二順位都不是

# posted by JwwT at 1:00 AM